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hey
i notice how everyone has put blogs about how much they are lovin life, but its times like the ones that have just happened tht make me think other wise! yer i love my friends but its just these tossers that you are spose to call 'family'! it like, they want to spend time as a family, i.e goin for walks and watchin films together ect, but this all happens in secret when i am in my room doin homework, or bloggin i dont bloody know! they are always wanting to know why im always in my room, it because they include me in fuck all!! :'( it pisses me off! sometimes i feel as if im just the fuckin maid, they say i dont do owt and there i am doin the dishwasher on my own and clearin the pots and wipin down tables, while yazmin, mackenzie or ben are puttin toothpaste all around the soap thing and fuckin gettin away with it! i have told mick but he wont say fuck all! he is such a twat! cuz his fuckin sproggs are fuckin angels from fuckin heaven! it annoys me! i cant even tell them anything without them takin the piss out of what i have sed, the speed in which i have sed it, the fact that a pause for a breath! the fact that i breathe! i dont think i shoud be feeling like this! im gettin stressed at everythin, i was doin my homework and i was lookin at the sheet, and i was almost rippin my hair out! and that doesnt come just from lookin at the wrong fuckin sheet! my mum treats some random womans kids better than she does me! a stranger off the street could tell you that! i have done loads for my mum over the years, i have been there for her like when her and dad split up and she treats me like shit! but i can never express this too her! no way can i! its just "shut up you bein stupid! Dont be such a prat!" ahhh im sickoff itt!  sorry if i downed your moods people!