My hosptialised family, im going to die!

lets get straight to the point!
most of my family are going to be visiting the hosptial for some reason or another, and this is pissing me off!!
First, Thomas, Monday, he is going for an X-Ray of his head, and the results will determin wether he has craniosynostosis surgery! badtimes
Second, my Grampa, Friday, he is going for a operation and im shit scared cuz anything can happen!
Third, Three of my cousins, the following monday, they are going in to see if the have marfran syndrome, with it a problem that can caause heart, lung and bone defects! not fucking good!
and i also have the flu so i am going a bit carzy tbh!
i think i am actually going to die, and all this family going into hospital is actually a sign saying im going to die! i mean, on the way home i kept thinking about us crashing and me having to go to hopsital! its freaking me out!!!