Inside the Unknown

i keep discovering illnesses.
it doesn't help that i actually know i have done badly on my English, and im not being melodramatic or anything, i have done badly!
im trying to cheer myself up but can't seem to figure out how.
nobody even realises whats going off in my head, or in my life, they don't care.
i want tomorrow off, i dont think i have an exam, i feel like shit and i have a doctors appointment anyway. god sake.
im just stressed. everything comes at once. i have things i need to do. don't have time. i have to give up time to earn money so i can do the things i want to do, but that doesn't agree with my life :/
is it the holidays yet?